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i'm leaving soon
Thursday, April 11, 2013 || 10:19 PM
So,
people keep asking me what am i feeling this moment because i'm leaving soon,
are u going to miss everything here?
what about your boyfriend?
i was quite boring with this question one month ago until i get irritated by this question and the reason is i'm starting to ng sek dak..
why leave ur warm home when u have everything?
why leave ur job when you're paid as what you deserved?
why leave when everyone is here?
I'm gonna miss you,
I'm gonna be better,
I'm gonna adapt it,
I'm not gonna regret,
because this is what I've choose and I've no doubt with it because I know this what i want.
maybe i'm too young to say this but i just feel like i still dont know what i want the most or whatever i want is too unrealistic that i myself cannot take it as my path.
i wanna go through a city as a stranger,
no one knows me,
no one going to judge me,
no one going to see me differently
and
i'm only a backpacker.
it is not what i'm having here not enough to satisfy me nor i hate this place.
NO, not at all. I love where i belongs to.
This is why sometimes what i'm thinking is just... ridiculous.
some people leave because they are stuck in problems with work, money or family.
and what is the main reason of mine? i dont know.
if i were ask to explain my intention, it will be Experience,
to record
how I live with myself and a new friend.
let's star from here.......