“life will be better in spring”
Tuesday, August 21, 2012 || 2:25 AM
If today, i have to set a limit for my idea on freedom it will be the horizon, you can see but you will never reach and it can see in everywhere of the world, like infinity.
I have been thinking, is there anyone, anything that can stop me from seeking a broader land, broader sea but it seems none for now.
i'm so glad i have understanding peoples around me, who accept me for capricious, for my uncertainty, for my randomness and u know, just get along and get used.
after officially came out from the path of education, i cant deny i miss my university life.
at the same time, i feel a little bit more in working life just simply excited.
now i'm working i think i dont hate my work like others do even i'm super tired for working long hours but yet i feel satisfy.
i might not a contributor to my company for this moment but at least i feel like at least i'm worthy.
even my supervisor dont think so, even it can be the way they see is exactly different from how i see me.
however, i still feel content of all.
i hope this work will never be the reason that stop my dream.
step by step
i know i'm walking in a right way, less plan and yet productive.
honestly, not a planner in my life because i hate it when things doesnt go on my way or my plan.
this is just good, rough plan with not further details and yet things just goes well, goes well.
i dont expect everything goes smooth, i dont expect caring people to be all surrounded with me.
i simply included them.
at this moment, all in my mind is beach, the horizon that defines my freedom.