C h o o i T i n g

Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

C h o o i T i n g
you can count on me like 123
i'll be there
and i know when i need you
i can count on you like 432
you'll be there
cos that's what friend suppose to do

do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes?

♥ i hope mine will be a girl who surrounded with happiness in your eyes ♥
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Steph
Rui
Ah ma
Carlie
Mibo
Andrew
Fern
Evelyn
Elaine Voon

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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“life will be better in spring”

Be happy

Wednesday, May 23, 2012 || 1:56 AM

I have never look like a sentimental person, that is why whenever i get too touching over something or fall in to feelings, people often feel shocked or surprise with "this is not you" face.

Maybe i would say when i fall, i fall real hard... on everything that i THINK is matter.

And,

If i'm letting go, i'm letting it all go unless i knew it is impossible than i will bury it deeply.

This consequences digging the well-bury memory is like opening Pandora's box. The illness, despair, sins, suffering but not the least, HOPE will all be released. I used to think this legend is pointless for why revenge on something you've created?
View it in another way, if Pandora was not curious on what is in the box, she will never let Hope arrive the world and just imagine our world without Hope, people will be selfish, directionless, just like the earth without flora, there will be no oxygen for human. This is why Hope is essential in life, my life, your life and his life. If the punishment was taken back, Zeus let go of the wrong doing and the bad thing in the box was taken back so do Hope, everything will not be the same and people will start saying, Pandora should open the box so Hope will born with people and bla bla bla.

lesson of the story: let go of what you cannot change, bear with it and appreciate what you have now or regret after you dont have a chance and repeat for nth.

There are so many opinion in the world that tell you how to be good, how good should look like and what is good.
Mostly, people think if you are living with wealth you are living with goodness because you have almost everything you want. Just like how Bill Gate and Steve Jobs drop out from Uni and still able to be rich. I agree education don't measure your future nor your success but suppose to teach you how to value "Value" instead of how you use it to be success, famous and status.

If you study harder now, you will be doctor/lawyer/scientist in the future.

what do you see in them? their job scope or their income?
After years studying, watching the family little and on going dramas, reading news, i dont really know what is good and how to measure good. Do religion lead you to the good way? if yes why there are still insulting, fighting over each other believe? if you are good just be good, why you have to offend others with your goodness? I'm confused.

I don't want to live in a life where everyone think i'm doing good when i'm not. i'm living under your expectation, i'm acting on your behalf, i'm pretending something, i'm not me. i want to live in a life where i think i'm doing good/fine even when others disagree as long what i'm doing doesn't harm anyone. i just wanna be happy not actor of your expectation.

These pictures are the places i'm going to stand on 24 hours later. Hoping for a happy trip.

Learning is an on-going lesson in life with different subject, you might not remember but there is one called Let Go.