“life will be better in spring”

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Exam is finish and I feel so relieved.
We still never reach the agreement after one year.
Icantstandthatucanactuallyletmecryingalonewithoutanycomfort.
This is our problem, I dont know what u are thinking and I don't know what u care the most so why not we have a break?

A short one.

Maybe later on we might sort things out rather den being this way -the saddening one

I hope u know it's never easy for me to make this decision and I meant it when i say not easy.

Somehow whatever u did was too late to cover this heartbroken heart
I've been hurt and pain and sad just because of you.
You seem like rather to act don't know den come and give me an assurance, cares and love.

So maybe giving a break to each might make us realize what kind of relationship best for us, both of us.

Don't come over and ask me what I want or what I want you to do because u will never get an answer.
Sometime feeling is the most important and yet u hurt nothing but my feelings.
I ain't rock I cannot recover everytime after being hurt so why not we stop this until u stop digging this heart to the limit?





Had a big fight with my bf last few days and was emo all over things I hate.
Still I'm never fail in going back to my notes so no worry on me. Just when I tot things come to the end but it is just another starting.
Dilemma on him, result future and so many things but yet I need to handle inter exam and with these pms going together make me worse... With the annoying biological sister that never feel your situation.
I was yelling over her on the phone whereby it can still be heard if there was a 3th floor on my house..
She just never understand me and my situation....
Anyhow I manage to handle it at athe end
Exam doesn't kill me but make me stronger so same goes to all of u who having exam


P/s one burden down!