“life will be better in spring”
Tuesday, July 5, 2011 || 5:51 AM
i dont mean to abandon you, really want to update about life but what else i can write here?
i have everything i need and i'm grateful with it.
thing i dont have i will try to earn it and things i have i will use my full heart to remain it perfectly.
internship was not smooth as expected because some problems came out and i cant help and follow what utar's plan for me.
it's not like the offer is not good but i just think sometimes things really doesnt go what you want.
i want to tell myself not to regret on my own decision because at the time it was what you really wanted.
see, my decision come from my desire maybe it doesnt end up like what i want but you know.
learn to be mature, if you can face your mistake you can face your future.
you only learn when u can see your mistake but perhaps i need more mistake in order to fully learn what life wants to teach me.
when internship make my day blue, final year project comes and knock my door with a big grin on his face.
okay i means the evil one not the handsome smirk one.
i might be quite blur yes i admit most of the time but see see, i know there is time u cannot just act like nothing is happening.
life goes on, no one can really act dumb, maybe you dont care or maybe i care too much
i'm really really really sorry to kent, if anything happen to his result i know i knwo, it must be me to take the responsible because of my selfishness. my utmost sorry to him.
in order to not let ms.intern and mr.fyp to bring me down, i brought in my graduation trip.
these are the country in my list :
- New Zealand
you see every name on the list make me smile and smile and like cant stop smiling.
of course my first choice will be new zealand, where sheep..... okay actually sheep is the only thing i can think now and green grassland. *trying to google more info.*
ohhhh the one who loves to worry most is here sitting in front of the screen thinking what others problem can happened if there is any possibility i can find 8 persons.
u see can smile also worry, this can directly/indirectly prove that i got no life. the next thing you know i might worry the laptop i'm using will jump out one ghost.
since first choice is new zealand, i think i shall promote abit of this country with pictures.
blogging is boring if there is no picture at all, words need more comprehension as all of u know, ma english not so good, it will be increase the difficulty for people to understand.
HERE WE GO ♪ ♫ ♬ (background music)
come with me there's a world out there that we should see
some more got people held their wedding there leh. *sweet to the max*