“life will be better in spring”
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 || 1:37 AM
There are smtg in the world u tot u have the right to care but at the end u figure out u are no one to care.
Sometimes i learn not to make things to obvious because there are no points doing so,
i care so much but i don want to tell
I love so much but i don want to show
because it's feel so nice to have ur own little secret. i have been in my own little world lately,
if u know everything i feel then it's doesnt matter tell or not telling.
and i'm tired about everything, figure me out, will you?
it's been a while i really blog and write.
seriously i dont know what to write.
i get boring with my life here but at the same time i know it's the best.
done with interview for comitte and now i'm here waiting for result.
if it's possible, tell me what my mind is thinking, i couldnt catch up with the randomness inside.
not that i'm really random person.
i just dont know what is happening in my brain.
tell u a secret, if i wanna love, it's gonna in a way like water.
water apa? shhh, i'm not gonna tell. it's some secret words.
if u are going hurt me,
please and please,
give me a hint so that i wouldnt be that pain
Thursday, March 18, 2010 || 12:07 PM
it's being normal that make us outstanding, why?
because everyone wants to be special.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCH BABIES
Friday, March 5, 2010 || 3:11 AM
i've been staying awake till very late this few days.
rushing assignment? yes, most of the time .
actually, i dont think i'm a random person but it seems like i'm one because of my weird attitude, habits and thinking.
yesterday, the first time someone in utar successfully annoyed me.
no, not that he did anything that cross my line.
it's just yesterday was one of my oh-today-is-not-a-good-day
seriously, no one success to annoyed me in UTAR.
i mean affect my emotion here. no one.
so he just so "am" say the wrong thing at the wrong time.
i guess my period is coming soon, i cant control myself now.
i'm good and not good telling my own secret.
make it for me. will you?
i'm learning how to appreciate things lil more,
maybe because i dont have anything else to lose.
maybe i cant bare with it, so i tried and trying.
maybe i'm walking blindly without knowing what will come to me in the future.
maybe i'm just greedy.
maybe i'm epxecting everyone will treat me well
maybe i'm hoping too much in my imagination.
maybe, that's why i constantly feel disappointed when i dont even know why.
let's the damnnn _______ now. plagiarism right? sorry.
Selamat Hari Jadi
இனிய பிறந்த நாள் நல்வாழ்த்துக்கள்
happy birthday to all march babies, some are officially 20 by this month and this year
there are difference between 19 and 20.
think it urself
i'm still teenager love
Thursday, March 4, 2010 || 12:52 AM
i just dont like being what u want me to be,
if i wanna change, i will change it in the way i wants.
to you, to others to whoever.