Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

C h o o i T i n g
you can count on me like 123
i'll be there
and i know when i need you
i can count on you like 432
you'll be there
cos that's what friend suppose to do

do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes?

♥ i hope mine will be a girl who surrounded with happiness in your eyes ♥
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Ah ma
Elaine Voon

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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the new member
Saturday, February 27, 2010 || 5:58 PM

so this week my family have a new born member.
i dont know his name and havent see him yet but i guess i like him because he is baby boy. awww, if u dunno my family mostly girls and women.
so having a small bro to let u order around will be good. when i can gett to order him i'm already in lou yeh-time.
yea, who cares. i'm sex discrimination, say it all u wants.
i guess he has some allergy toward some specific foods, and my family is worry, i mean WORRY.
being the i-dont-care in the family i'm the least caring one.
but no one hopes their family in problem, i hope god,buddha,allah pray for him.
you wouldnt wants a baby to suffer. 
my sister is going something wrong, my sis-in-law saw her crying while eating her food.
she psycho but guess this is what they called after-giving-born impact. i donno the term so dont ask me.
i tell my mum she is scary and my mum tsk-ed me and said i'm even worse.
WTF, at least i will not cry while eating. i dont think eating is saddening. i love it except when u make me wash the plates.
so being the curious one i try to ask why and she answer with this:
you're the kind like one who will fall to deep ground when u face any obstacles or barriers.
you couldnt face it when u are in deep shit and when u're in one u will be even more psycho den ur sister.
i'm thinking do i look so defenseless? or just for her?
mentally doubting myself, this is new. i never see this coming from my mum and also anyone.
i dont think i look like one. at least i'm so sure some peoples dont think so.

so i hope everything will turn out better.

babi steph left me without showing herself. I HATE HER.
and she dont even reply my last msg, she is a bad person. bad bad bad

Sunday, February 21, 2010 || 3:45 AM

i tot i was going to cry, because i cant figure out my email address. i try and try and try for like billions times.
i spent 2 years on this blog, not so long yet not so short.
how sad if i cant come back and write everything i wanted to write soo much,
sometimes i dont even think blogging can help because my words doesnt really show what my mind is thinking.
my bad because of sucks english.

awww, so i saw someone is back to m'sia and she dint even tell me maybe, maybe she dont even remember me.
even yin jing knows how to talk to me with one in a time but she dont even bother me lehhh.
i'm gonna sigh untill the leaves all fall down.

 actually that's not what i want to sayy.
sometimes i really scare seeing relatives or old friends, u knoww why?
they will keep asking you got bf anot bf bf bf?
aiyar, no bf will die mehh? LOL
so when the moment peoples want to trick ur words mostly are asking about ur special ones
AIYORRR, how many times i need to tell, i still DONT HAVE any special one yet.
i guess my problems always surround with "she" but not the opposite.
yea, again i think there is 59.99% that i'm a lesbian.
i hope i'm not and i dont want to be one too.
HEY HEY HEY, no prejudice okay?
i just dont feel like jek.

CNY is love actually because i see my ang pow income is increasing.
dont compare with those rich families, i'm from average family.

i thought she is trying to tell me something about her
but dint manage to tell because she left to work, so i guess i'm not going to figure out what she was thinking.
and i found out, her gang have so many haters
okay. this is just some old grandma's story just let me spend sometimes bla about it.