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Thursday, November 5, 2009 || 7:12 PM
this morning wasnt a very good morning. have u ever cry in ur dream?
i had nightmare this morning.
that almost make me tear in my dream. i dont know why i always had dream like this.
i saw someone that so close to me leaving me,yes,my mum and dad.
and
IHATEIT.
why do the have to make me feel alone?
In an early morning,to fear that everyday that may have someone beside me leaving me.
fortunately it's a dream. a dream that i never wants to come true.
today watak is him, my long lost pet.
chut chut
peoples who know me long enough will know him as well.
he run away from home when i was form 4 and never came back.
the people who is died will life in the memory who is still alive.
死去的生命是活在生者的记忆
i hate it when my dreams keep bringing me back my memories.
especially those who sad enough that u force urself to forget and never bring back to your reality world.i have enough about these dreams who about my families friends and ur pets.
this following up with my day, i had lost my key, yes, again.
i have to rush for my stupid bills because the deadline is tomorrow when they only let us know yesterday night.
i have another spelling for my japanese language and i havent study yet.
i have 3 tests 1 presentation next week.
u never been an exception when time of the reminicse, somehow i wish u can be.
ean suan says it's not easy to have someone that take an important part in ur heart. if u have, it's not worth to let the friendship dies.
have u ever expect that one day i will say hi to you?
have you ever expect that we may have a small chat about the old times?
