Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

C h o o i T i n g
you can count on me like 123
i'll be there
and i know when i need you
i can count on you like 432
you'll be there
cos that's what friend suppose to do

do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes?

♥ i hope mine will be a girl who surrounded with happiness in your eyes ♥
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Ah ma
Elaine Voon

I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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Monday, November 23, 2009 || 4:34 PM

i'm watching doraemon now.
going to watch 2012 later
planning to go watch new moon and also Christmas carol.

tell me your little secret and we will share it together,
because every secret have a story hidden behind it.

i want to know every story from the world
into my ears and my sense.

bring me to every part of the world, kay?
the footstep i left will prove me i know the world more.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 || 4:34 AM

"u will never get to see the meteor" says by Lee Chooi Ting

i was hoping that i can really see it. i dont like ppl tell me back,
oh i saw them yesterday night and they are like most beautiful thing u ever see.

forget about the meteor?
NOOOO, one day i will watch them even u want me to stay awake till dawn.
i dont mind, as long as bring them to me.

i'm still willing for it even stars will eventually fade.


everything will fade just like them.

u might thought u're holding strong but without notice they were all gone in a second.

i though i loved you but the truth is i never fall in love

Friday, November 13, 2009 || 5:02 AM

it's 16th November 2009 1.16am





i'm hungry and i dont want to cook any maggie today.


too bad my purse is only left rm1.
and it's not enough for me to call delivery.


it's sunday today and i have the freaking bloody test
i might said i dont feel like going home this week but i still HATE test.

why i have to be this poor? 

so when i tot miserable day will leave me alone when i decided to go out take money and eat.
but the god doesnt like me today, exactly today when i can feel see sense everything doesnt turn out good.
it's start raining right after i reach outside, holy, i have to be glad not? bcos i'm cycling with ah ma.
and the rain just fall in love with me.

i should be glad and says


it's suck to have ur sunday at kampar never never never let it happened again.


so many random thought appear in my mind but i forgot it. 
i tot i can list out all one day, too bad.
maybe i should have start bring sticky notes along with me, 
so i can write down my random thinking. 

okay, i know i'm pathetic~ 

Langkawi. Love
Monday, November 9, 2009 || 3:09 AM


if i was an alcoholic i will buy all of them with my ptptn money.
too bad i'm not XD

why do i have to looks this pathetic everytime i take alcohol?


mr.ng is there posing as if he is mr.james bond.

Bacardi green apple i dont und why the price have to be this big diff.
i check the price at JJ ipoh
it's like Rm 130 smtg but at langkawi is RM40 with change.

they say it's not worth it to just buy but not drink.
nah, i just like it for display. so how?

he is one friendly uncle that we knew during bat ku teh time.
he's so nice to bring us to geo park. <3

i think, he is hating me for posting this



a random one


Kilim Geoforest Park.
i receive a msg from digi telling me the rate for Thailand.
which mean i'm so near thailand, the sea is seperating us,
so near yet so far.

this suppose to show u an island that look alike with a shoe but i think i'm jus not a good photographer.

random two.

random three.

random four.


i like the fish, he just look alike with chin aik. <3

swim swim swim. they remind me ming rui and his dream.
*our private joke*


i'm hugging the BIGGGGG vase and suddenly i feel small. LOL


Pulau Payar is Loved.

see see i'm there~
learning how to snokler


fish fish fish.
even i dont know how to swim
i'm still able to be with them.


can see me? i think the sea water just got into my eyes ><


i'm closing my eyes? why?


just accept the fact i cant open my eyes.





andrew and chooiting.
eh, xia jie or andrew? i cant really see him.


i'm actually showing the peace sign.


good bye, pulau payar, one day i will be back and dive in.


They were sleeping.
i asked
"what will happen if i suddenly screaming oud loud?"
"u wanna try?"
"dunno eh."


according to them, i'm not brave i'm just dirty.


actually what i wanna post is the fish.
ystd i watched a programme about fish, the one she holding is one of them
it's cute.



yuwei said he is cute and for me he is being a lil too hyper with food.



he says "why so ugly"

i'm thinking "it"s about me noy you"


low quality heineken. dont buy this at penang or langkawi.


this is my first vomit in a boat.
sorry is not my fault because the boat is just being so cha
not only me many of us vomit.


random five.


another 2 more, bee har and may ling.


why do the sea have to be this peace when we know there is tsunami happened few days ago?

pheww pheww pheww
blue blue blue


random six.

 this is the car we rent when we reach langkawi, isnt really expensive
they are so stingy who only give us 1km petrol to reach petrol station.
we have to ask another car of us to but petrol for the stupid local wira.

a very pathetic story because we wasted half day at there just because of the petrol.


chin aik, andrew and eu yang who filling in the first 2 litre.


eric who finish the process with the last 3 litre.
gosh, i can tell i really hate it because u have to wait at there when every car cross by and look at u like u're sohai.
i feel so sticky tat time and i got no bathroom to go.
one thing good about langkawi, they are duty free.
nice car,nice choco,nice alcohol.

Thursday, November 5, 2009 || 7:12 PM

this morning wasnt a very good morning. have u ever cry in ur dream?
 i had nightmare this morning.
that almost make me tear in my dream. i dont know why i always had dream like this.
i saw someone that so close to me leaving me,yes,my mum and dad.


why do the have to make me feel alone?
In an early morning,to fear that everyday that may have someone beside me leaving me.
fortunately it's a dream. a dream that i never wants to come true.
today watak is him, my long lost pet.

chut chut

peoples who know me long enough will know him as well.
he run away from home when i was form 4 and never came back.

the people who is died will life in the memory who is still alive.


i hate it when my dreams keep bringing me back my memories.
especially those who sad enough that u force urself to forget and never bring back to your reality world.i have enough about these dreams who about my families friends and ur pets.

this following up with my day, i had lost my key, yes, again.
i have to rush for my stupid bills because the deadline is tomorrow when they only let us know yesterday night.
i have another spelling for my japanese language and i havent study yet.
i have 3 tests 1 presentation next week.

u never been an exception when time of the reminicse, somehow i wish u can be.
ean suan says it's not easy to have someone that take an important part in ur heart. if u have, it's not worth to let the friendship dies.

have u ever expect that one day i will say hi to you?
have you ever expect that we may have a small chat about the old times?