“life will be better in spring”
season in the sun
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 || 11:57 PM
when we were young, we tend to think everything will last forever.
in this month, there are 2 person that watch me grew up have pass away.
after halloween there is another case happened in kampar
i'm sorry if wasnt a very good friend or a caring person but they do irratate me after thing has happened, like they try to do something useless just too show their care
what does this mean for? write an useless msg in his blog, so what? he will review or his soul will go and read it?
what's the point for? and we all know, there are 3 victims!!! THREE, TIGA, SAM and not one.
why do people only keep attention on one? what the other feel? what the other two victim's family and friend feel like? i dont know 3 of the victims but i feel really sad for 3 of them, for their future, their life, their families and friends.
i wasnt very sad, but u cant say i have no feeling because they leave you without your wants.
and we weren't always been together and sooner or later what we have is just "Hi Bye"
how pathetic when some one who used to play with you everyday and at the end become this kind of friend.
we don't even have much to say, we don't even remember our memory when we were young
and the hardest thing is when u reminisce back u feel terrible bad
u dint spend enough time with them,
u dint show enough caring to them
never tell how much you love them
how much u feel fully thanks for them to make ur day, ur smile, and ur laugh
everyday we do curse, curse like no yesterday, maybe not us maybe only me.
one of the thing that u cant take back is word.
how i wish i can say at least, i miss you to them.
how i wish i can let them know they are important.
how i wish i can say million of thank you
my sister msged me and tell me how hurt he was when he got into the accident.
this song keep repeating in my mind.
We had joy we had fun we had
Seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were
Just seasons out of time
Goodbye papa please pray for me
I was the black sheep of the family
You tried to teach me right from wrong
Too much wine and too much song
Wonder how I got along
Goodbye papa it s hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
Little children everywhere
When you see them I ll be there
Monday, October 12, 2009 || 2:15 PM
somehow i kinda admire those who have a creative thinking on writing drawing, painting and everything.
not everyone can do this at least i know i cant do it.
too bad, cos if i have this talent i can picture out everything in my mind to the world.
how i wish sometimes life can simple as cinderella or snow white
u lost a heel and return with a prince, u eat an apple and return with "happy-ever-after"
how can i transform my life to this?
i knoww fairy-tale ending doesnt sound like me since i'm more realistic person
but u never know, maybe one day something happened and ur life at that particular second change dramatically. that is fun. i think i just dream too much.
yesterday i'm looking thru the forum and see anything interesting, and i saw this.
Is It Possible To Have 2 Dimples?
i'm just curious since i have 2 dimples too and these are what others post :-
its possible Because I have 2 dimples on each cheek i've seen someone who has two dimples,
and in my opinion I think they looked really cute
I think I have one, though I'm not sure if people would still count it as one....You can't see it unless I smile
Dimples are the meaning of cuteness so:
one dimple = cute
two dimples = double cute
it's me or what? because i don find my dimples are cute and anything. ish? or i just i cant get along with word cute?
oh and i have what u called it tiger teeths in cantonese and they said these are cute too but again i think they will just say mine is another vampire teeths or some carnivols that bite,
my family members saying these are not nice too.
i having whatever peoples says that are cute but i'm not cute at all.
i'm not trying to show of what god give me but i think i should really go korea *ehem* for a make over.
fine, maybe time can change my face to a better looking one.
this is what my sis found yesterday and the cafe have just open for one month.
since the service is good the food is good and everything is pretty okay.
i will just try to promote but not alot of people know my blog, so i will just do my best.
chicken salad, for me it's nice.
there are something they wrote on the wall but i cant remember
i think it's just a lil over for supper but i'm enjoying
- chicken salad
- grilled garlic chicken chop
- tomyam beehon
- fish and chip [i dont actually knows the name]
- cheese bake black pepper chicken rice
and it's onli 6 of us. okay remind you, it's just supper
Friday, October 9, 2009 || 9:12 PM
chooiting's msn personal message. FML, i feel like crying now.
"result out jor le meh"
"i'm just hyper with GD"
"random jor siu siu hai mei?"
i'm actually very worry that time but GD success to distract me, lovin" him.
im not suppose blogging right noww, even if i'm blogging i should blog about L.A.N.G.K.A.W.I
yea, this morning okay maybe around 1am that time, ah ma msged me and ask me whether the result is coming out and i'm actually sleeping that time so ignore her, just because that she is asking me something related with RESULT.
sorry i'm not in the "result" is coming out mood
I'M VERY VERY VERY VERY SCARE AND NERVOUS.
but i see peoples are getting very excited, why?
i dont know maybe they are waiting their good result come out and me,
u know, i'm not a good student from the start how i could i end with a good result?
this is very very very depressing, cos i'm really really hopes that they can give me another more days of peace.
but fortunately or unfortunely there are peoples that keep reminding me, yes keep reminding intentionally and unintentionally.
Oh God or whoever there please pray that i will no need to resit for any paper, and i know the chance is like 25%.
but still i hope there will be miracle happened on lee chooi ting. i dont fucking wants to resit for them.
she hate me she hate me she hate me she hate me she hate me and she hate me.