u can see this is why sometime i dont like blogspot, why they can let me choose to lock specific post?
oh, i change my template again, so u can see it's all mess up now.
but sorry, i have no time to beautify it so bare with me until my exams end.
ARghh. this is not my point for today.
i'm supposedly studying instead, again blogging
i was thinking should i just lock it until i finish my exam so that i wouldn't have to ohm to blog
but i failed to do it.
3more hours will be my first blood for this sem,
i guess alot of u heard this from my mouth
" i'm not going to study in utar if i failed one subject in this sem"
how easy to write or to say, but i'm not dare to take action.
sorry that i cant become like everyone study and study,
sorry to my parents that i'm not hardworking enough
sorry to my brain that i'm not smart enough
sorry that i hate exam to max.
sorry that i cant handle stress smartly
if i can take a decision without thinking of my future i will be doing something more fun now.
as i said, i dun und why i'm getting all nervous like shit when i'm having exam.
seriously i'm telling myself " HEY, get a life!" everytime but i just cant do it.
it's like first time i admitted that i soooo useless.
my brain is not functioning well now, i dont know how am i going to memorise all them later,
i think if i posted my voice i'm able to do it better.
and suddenly i miss my parents, especially my dad.
who tell me "if u dun wan study now, i can help u pack everything home."
I LOVE YOU ,daddy.
i know it's not good but still i really hate study now.
althought i said i hate hate hate for x1000times but still never dare to sleep now even i'm sleepy now.
i'm going to fight for it!!!!!! please, hallelujah or whatever, please, give me the OHM or whatever that can i read and remember immediately.
off too fight econ for the 2 hours later test.
