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Saturday, August 22, 2009 || 12:39 AM
"i'm a good student"
"she says she is anti-social now"
"save her"
went to find adviser last week i remember i told my adviser that i'm a good student.this few days were a good example.i wake up in the morning twice : ) like 8 amthanks to ptptnit's not easy not easy since i have no more morning class anymore, you wont expect me to wake up early 8 am and do nothing right?being normal is really easy but who loves to stay normal?i'm tryinggo class everyday when i can wake upcome back from class, on my laptop wait for the timecook my own dinner, watch those typical HK drama series.and wait for time to sleep or maybe yum cha with few friends.i've keep the same for the whole weekbeing a normal student who go class and study.perhaps i'm thinking when i will get bored and burst out something different. __________________________________♥________________________________
"u all are so childish do u know?"
"she is the one"
"he is the one"
i dont know why the word childish will come out from my mouth.because i'm known as the childish one.i'm never good at admitting my own problem that's why i run away every time i'm facing difficulties.and yet i'm trying to know why they argue and solve it when i know i'm not problem-solvermaybe she is right
"u know what?"
"we always let our ego take over us"
"that's why we always fail to do what we said"
i tried so many times to just put down the ego and try to listen to my heartsometimes i wonder why her? why her?it's not like u cannot choose?why must the one i once told u i dont like?why must the one i once told u to be careful for?and i once soften when i heard
"she tried before"
because she did try and i will smile
and it's just make remember somethingu have the right to choose who you want to be with and i cant choose for you or change your mind.the problem is me because i always thought maybe one day we can at least know how to say " hi"
i get emo when it's accidentally hits me, this is pathetic because i cant stop thinking when i'm alone.
emo is for pessimistic person
and i'm not.
that's i will select part that not suppose to think anymore because i always
can anyone teach me how to be not busybody please?The official ends of story
