Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

C h o o i T i n g
you can count on me like 123
i'll be there
and i know when i need you
i can count on you like 432
you'll be there
cos that's what friend suppose to do



do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes?

♥ i hope mine will be a girl who surrounded with happiness in your eyes ♥
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009 || 3:31 AM

currently listening: Michael Jackson- you are not alone

my precious weekend had spend all over at k.a.m.pa.r
seems like my post cant go without this place anymore.
what to do?
sometimes i feel so blind-lor.
i'm suppose on my bed and sleeping but i just dont have the mood to slp.
so i plan to take out my notes to study perhaps i can get one or two single words into my mind but my hands refuse to touch them.
so instead of study i'm here to sengaja update my blog so i have a reason for myself from not study.
lame isnt it?
sorry-lor,

about the so called legend had passed away story, everyone seems to saying how sad and how he deserve to be.
sorry no comment about this man.
i'm not those who listen English song when i was a child but maybe andy lau.

feel so homesick noww, i'm telling people how my family pamper me for my all 18+ years.
dunno why? i'm being so family-kind this few days. gonna be something wrong in my mind which i dunno what is it.

the main of today is, i keep dreaming about her and i dont really enjoy it.
i wonder why this not-related in my life human will pop out again?
i wonder why my brain just couldnt let it go?
so this making me very frustrating.
i always think that when they quote something, they must be very meaningfull but is time really a healer?
wondering again, cos if time a healer then why we need doctor?
ISH ISH ISH.
i'm crapping alot.
and and and and i wanna watch p/s i love you.

ouh ya, that day in facebook i join smtg like asking u if time can reverse.
and i wrote, "if time can reverse, i will still not change a thing but watch and learn."
MUAHAHAHAHA, i feel like i can rip in the next min like i have ntg to regret about.
but no, i'm still young and i havent travel more than 10 countries yet.
so god, okay maybe not god, kuan yin or buddha, even u dint make my life as dramatic like michael jackson or as fun as my others friends but please dont take my life away that fast.
at least, let me finish my study, know a romantic man, and AND AND, let me travel 99 sin.
according to eu yang, this is condiser pessimistic i think.


and this is another bad news for me.
i heard andrew said that we are having law midterm this sunday, yes, SUNDAY.
meaning my i got to stay my another best damn sunday at kampar again.

i'm planning to change my template. any nice link for me????



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if my life really had to be this pathetic, i will just accept the fact
because
i always know that i'm this weak
even
i pretend i'm strong
even
i pretend there is non my business
there is no doubt i'm a selfish creature in this world
yes, law yi jun is U.
u never failed to disturb me
even if u show how u dont care me
how U forget me Lee Chooi Ting
i wanna cry my lungs out to show how the feeling deep inside
but i dont want anymore,
because,
i cant remember how many times i cried when i feel the same with now.
i cant remember how many time i feels the same feeling after that
i cant remember how many times i told myself that i'm not suppose stay at this point anymore.
u got me?
u are damn damn damn damn thing that i will never regret had in my life
but
This not going to repeat anymore, because this is not fun.
it makes me hate u so muchh u knoww?
and
i know i cant.
so biatch. u win and i lose my half memory to u.
maybe, if this happened in a normal boy girl relationship i iwll still feel better
BECAUSE
i feel i'm fucking lesssss.








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