“life will be better in spring”

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today, 4.01pm. my exam finally over.
it took me 2 weeks to suffer the whole thing.
sleepless night, restless night, everything everything.
now i can announced
AKU NG DIU LAR~

miss ipoh, miss pasar malam.
especially my BED.
saranghaeyo.

exam that time hou cham arr.
sometimes when u wanna study u need the mood to come and said "time to study lor"
during the whole 2 weeks this feel is like fighting wif me.
so it's like a little fight inside.
study.notstudy.study.notstudy.
and repeat and repeat
muka currently addicted to facebook punya game.
when u in kampar, entertainment is limited.
LAME. amat LAME.
i knowww. but entertain dou me ar...
it's takes forever to load so at the end i decided to give up.

this few days 8 dou alots of things.
things that i shud not know things that i shud know.
but actually alot of things that i SHUD not know anymore.
and i found out by reading their blogs pages and so on so on.
some of them are having friends problems and family problems.
life is full of
again. what is the feeling being boycott by peoples?
i think and i assume everyone need to try.
that is why
people oways said
"NO GAIN NO PAIN"

pui yean and ah ma said that Utar having smtg like homestay or
u know? go others country and stay at ur so called mummy-daddy house?
and they'll feed u with food teach u the language and give u a room to sleep.
for my mind, i'll with my daddy mummy give me handsome brother.
LOL.
u knoww? after all TVXQ, boys over flower,Big Bang, and etc.
it's helps alot for u to imagine or day dream.
mind you, i'm those typical day dreamer.
i wishh there is a so called korean brother for me.
oh ya, back to the trip.
the main purpose if for us to understand learn the culture of korea.



even it sound a lil boringggg, but u still get the chance to go.
JEALOUS JEALOUS
chooiting is waiting for next year.so i'm asking people around me to save money and go wif me.
remind me of 10years japan trip.
at the end, it's still failed even we promised we must go together once in our life.
pathetic.
never make fairy-tale-kind of promises.


so i'm planning to travel alone if my mum allowww.
the reason i dont want travel alone
1. i scared of ghost.
2. i scared of being alone.
3. i love people share the fun with me so we can gossip about those pretty girls and handsome guys together.
4. my parents will kill me

alone doesnt mean not good jek hor?
i will try my best to avoid ghost, bring alot alot charm and onion
work not?
i duncareeee. i wanna have something newwww.
i will tell my parents i run away wif my imagination bro.
DAMNNN THEM.