“life will be better in spring”

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it's nice that i had fun tonight
mind you, i love stary night but not as well as rainy days.
maybe that sound emo or girly to me.
I JUST DONT CARE.

u know, smtm thing can really make u happy.
i just found it.
the sky tonight is like this.



maybe that sound wow.
but i can tell what i had saw was much more nicer, maybe is my mood, maybe is the people around.
i dunno what make me feel enjoy with them
but i know,
u cant stay alone forever,maybe.
and that turn this out

i just play around wif ah ma
i misses GI so much that time and also

22. i guess he dont like me.
but yet, chooiting is freaking bitch,
i miss him.
so what?



so I plan to add more entertainment on tonight
we are just fooling around.
this a conversation between me and my beloved the infamous G-Dragon aka Kwon Ji Yong.
it's alright u miss someone that mean so much too u.
especially a stary night.
there goes more and more
and i decided to msg ji


and he reply me this XD


this what i said distance cant separate us.
the love that irresistible until we wanna hold each other till ends.
so romantic right or maybe a little bit dramatic?

funny? romance?
i dont know. i feel both and i'm happy.
u will nvr know how many times i capture those pictures and saying
"ur phone just dont like me?"
i dont remember but full of happiness.
u know what?
this remind me one of my story

i said

there is one day the one under the same sky with me will come to me.
maybe we are far apart.
maybe we are stranger
maybe he is not handsome.
maybe we cross by each other side before.
and alots of maybe.
i had once said before, the one will come.
till now, i still feel it is very romantic.
may i ask?
funny and romance and combine?
if there is any guy u know that combine this 2
mind you, please intro. chooiting is damn curious on this kind of person.
because silent leads to boring, boring leads to lonely.
but funny lead to sound, sound leads to noise, noise leads to annoying
i HATE it.
maybe i'm of them. *dontscoldme*

back to my story in the stary night.
never know and never say never.

ok maybe not funny. but i successfully entertained myself in kampar.
u know, there is so hard to laugh here.
i miss ipoh yet no.
HAHAH

due to stary night, we went to buy 3 bottles of Turbog.
Turbog is the new Heineken.
and chooiting is lovin' it.
u need to understand we have no car. cycle like sohai again
just for one bottle of BEER
we do what we wants.
maybe one bottle is not enough but who say we wanna get drunk.
we just enjoy.
maybe, maybe, this is what kampar have but not ipoh.
ipoh less peace.[seng gor teach gehhh, P.E.A.C.E]


chatting like sohai playing like we are drunk
cos ah ma keep saying that she long time din drink beer or whatever.
compliment for her staying so good girl
*clap clap clap*
i'm corrupted long time ago so i dont need one.
CHEH tsk tsk tsk
but i'm still good girl. *acting innocent*
i dunno u played it b4 anot.
i can sure it's fun but embarrassing
try to put ur head down to ur shoulder on ur right or left
den turn 15 round
u will get more hyper
i got 3 witness for this
bcos AHMA went super hyper after that.
she just turn turn turn


and

and

and

and


almost faint on the floor.

we burst out laughing.
this is VERY VERY VERY ENTERTAINING.
now she is complaining about her bruises
kasihan.

[chooiting is not happy cos someone had cheated me]

i wanna drink all the expensive australian milk now.
cos it taste so good for sleeping.

it's not about how u care but about i forgot the way to trust.

pathetic