Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

C h o o i T i n g
you can count on me like 123
i'll be there
and i know when i need you
i can count on you like 432
you'll be there
cos that's what friend suppose to do



do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else's eyes?

♥ i hope mine will be a girl who surrounded with happiness in your eyes ♥
-That's me
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The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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pretend to be the better one
Friday, April 10, 2009 || 11:41 PM

i think i really good in lying
pretend to be nothing

this week really not my week
uncle jason consider as kick me out from his house
*sound like my problem right?*
i dun care la.
he keep complaining that we make problems to him but first of all
we din do anything
yea, we cooked but we cleaned it as well too
what the fuck that make him non stop babbling?
uhhhhh. he is really son of bitch
okayy, let me list out all problems he mentioned
1.we make the house environment dirty & oily
2.tenant in that house complaining us about the cleanliness too.
[BUT GOT DAMN IT, WE CLEAN THAT HOUSE MORE THAN OUR OWN HOUSE]
and we are much more tidy than upstairs. hairstylist
3. he say electric bill is increasing and it is like rm 600 one month
mind his own business i dont trust the bill is going that high and for god sake he promise us that will no limit on using the electric and water

since he said we have so many problems, i have self-realize what is our problem that make it till this worst
so i ask him
which is the worst one?
den he says: "ALL"
i'm like try to be patient wif him
i dun wan to makes up problem to my parents
but he don seem like appreciate what i did
den i asked him
dont he think that the sentence
"chase u out" is very rude?
he answered me
oh, if lidat den we change it, uncle dun wan to continue contract wif YOU
so fine, i dun wan to debate wif him la
den i wanna go jor and i asked him to give me time to find house
(notes: who the hell will still say so when u are bullying by someoneasshole lidat?)
den when wanna go back tat time, he still saying that is our problem
and turn back and shoot him back
u dint do what u promise as well
1. he din give me the room that he promised he'll give me
2. he din set on the cctv in front of our house like he use to promised every parents that come and see house
3. he din check the door weather close or not cos he is not here all the time
4. he promised he'll be there for us 24/7 that anything happened to use like sick or wateva so that he can send us to the nearest clinic and hospital.
NAHHHH, he will only at kampar when there is the time for us to pay rent
like: start & end of the month, jan and may intake.

so ended up there is no more turning point for us
not him and me.
i dont like him deep in my heart
and know i hate him
i dont curse him but i know, KARMA is always here
what make me sad is everyone is calling their parents and say about uncle jason
so that their parents will like helping her own daughter.
i did called my parent to inform them that i'll moving out
my dad will never stand on me when come to this case
he will always say her daughter problem
and i got tired so i always know how to protect myself instead of asking parents to do so.
i never wanna to feel disappointment again.
it's not like they dont understand me maybe, just maybe, i'm the one who dont understand them.


Oh ya, today, i went for ACS school play
and the drama tittle is
"The Phantom of the Opera"




dramatic

but mind it, there is no ROMANCE when i was watching it, more than humour
yes, since it is a school play obviously there are students show time.
ROLF
they are cute cos the still look like student.
and yes, acs is where yijun studying, so for sure we'll meet but just meet like stranger. avoid each other.
this is me lee chooiting.
after the show end,
they are planning to go yum char.
and again, i'll run away from my peers with goodbye and so on so on
and u'll see my siu sa background taking key and chao.
chooiting is so SIU SA
lol.

i guess i'm really coming back.
wait me, my life.

the last last last thing,
i will post the pic today for at the next post,
so wait me.

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