“life will be better in spring”

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even thought we are not close friend
but for me she is still my friend
that's why that touched me
"i never knew looking to the back will bring me tears"
forgive and forget me for being so manja
chooiting mood swing again
i cried infront of justina and pik san.
i dont really know why i cried.
i just found out,maybe i'm tired.


maybe i just cant control what am i now.
maybe i still havent get use wif it


crying under the rain that can cover what am i now.
because i hate people seeing me cry.
i cry under the rain so no one will know i'm crying.

babe, maybe u dunno,maybe i dunno.
but seriously thanks my housemate for the water
i miss the feel of getting wet.
just like u are being wash from ur problem.
maybe i released or maybe it just reminded me more and more that ur birthday coming soon.
u make me cry more.
because chooiting misses school fun fair.
chooiting misses time in mgs
chooiting miss the time that never come back.



shoulder to tell me not to cry.
sorry that i dint do what i promises
i just realise and i really stupid
for asking myself not to cry not to show my weakness.
even until now, i still havent know
why i cry?
chooiting miss the one who will call me and scold the person i hate wif me
just to make me laugh
i wish there is, there is ONE person that can make me laugh.




but because my stubbornness, i still dun like to cry alot
i dont want my smile tat dint touch my eyes.
i dont like and i dont love
no matter who am i.
i wish i can smile laugh more.



crying separate the sadness around
and i dont want to be lidat
maybe i cry might not influence anyone
maybe i cry might irritated someone
maybe no one cares
but the tear drop really hurt a lot
and it's pain deep in the heart and u dont even know the reason why.
u cant find the source of the pain and heal it.
it's like aids.