“life will be better in spring”

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This year, no one crying, no one cry like last year because of my grandma.
we talk about this few days ago, somehow it make me remind my older post,
*smile* that never come back.
it's like a very hard feeling memory.
nah, even my mum now will stil an sap sap when we talk about it.
this year we din repeat what happened on 2008
because people is avoiding the chance to touch the wound,
yet pathetic because they miss her alot. my mum din go in to her room cos she say she will remind back the time they spend together.
that's why this year cny nothing special, know what?
i miss my childhood time when all kids play together,
neh, those naive and innocent time. u will cry because those jie jie gor gor dont let u gamble and they will say u still young or watever.
so u have to cry and merajuk so there is someone will play wif you and ended up playing those joker card.
or praising aunties uncles to get extra ang pao and get pinched by them and say u were soooooo cute and chubby.
honestly
i misss ittt alottttttt
cos my mind now is corrupting,
meaning i'm not naive anymore.sigh.rolled eyes.hit my forehead.
and now, cny= finals+die
this equation is a true statement.trust me!
but nah, i still have to go on.
and u know what?
if u choose to go study when cny meaning u are really insane.
u know why?
cny is releasiinggggg.
lying, i know but at least i can get extra pocket money even every year the rate of ang pao decreasing but extra RM 10 still EXTRA pocket money.
not worth? nah, worth it! because i'm poor and extra money can make me stay longer.
my life= money
agree? agree? say yes!
whee whee wheee. I <3 CNYYYYYY. sarcastically
when u're so intoxicate when counting ur new year income, you will think about ur final which included 6 subject.
feeling like crying
even money cant lure u back.
we have to know who we are as a student.
even u not smart, u still have to study cos u paid 2k
one fail meaning 300 gone.
6fail meaning 2k gone.
come on, we pass our math right?
meaning what?
we still have to study. if u're smart enough u will still study, know why?
cos smart person meaning they have the ability to be NERD and this prove that u are insane even u dont care 2k that u have been paid.
see student life actually kind burden,
nah,i'm so sure I'M NOT COMPLAININGGGG.
actually c n y make me remind alot of things.
u dont need to be very special in ur life.
but yet, be the one that people will miss and ask about when u're not there,
cos this prove everything.
u're IMPORTANT. see, my grandma did it.
everyone miss her.
she know how important she is to certain peoples.
no need to be peoples even only one person is missing you that mean alot already.
at least i'm not pity i have my mum and my dad to miss me when i'm not at their side.
and i miss everyone now.
and thanks for the wishes and comments.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE,
have a prosperous year and friends, good luck for your final.

"forgive and forget." But if someone's worth forgiving, you'll never forget them

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i just simply love this.