“life will be better in spring”

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i think only zhen will sot with me 99 in kampar
but neamind i still get a chance to sot
u know what?
i love stary night i love stary night
i learn to go without someone i have go for many years.
i know i can do it.
memory is still the best, no matter sad or happy.

tear.smile.laugh.love.

i'm back to chooiting before september
appreciate what i have no matter sweet, sour, bitter.

give up to say
*i miss you*
*i hate you*
*i need you*
*i want you*

THANK YOU,my dear.
bye.bye.

tonight actually plan not to sleep early
but just i never though of KITE.
wheee. u know?
i love wind i love natural.
i love there is nothing that gonna to take away my freedom.
TOLD YOU.

according to zhen she failed to make kite fly yesterday because of no wind.
god loves me.
so wind come and let me see how kite flying under stary night.
we laugh. we smile. we joke. we appreciate.


she looks sleepy here. : ) thank you thank you


cameraman oways lost the chance to be in camera. BLUEK





chooiting and the gay nick




mun is feeling the wind i guess : ) she told me u have to feels the wind before u let go the kite.

agree. seeing the kite i feel satisfy even though i'm not one who make it fly but really love seeing kite fly. and the night is trying to make me have a nice dream with stars hanging around.

-smiling silently-


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sometimes people doesn't show what they are.
bitching around, flirting around, faking around.
they are girls.
[girls are always confusing]
u know. i know.
right?
not insulting girls cos i know it's natural reaction form girls.
LAUGH OUT LOUDLY
paiseh paiseh. just depend what standard they go.
I'M GIRL TOO
so what? :p
i love listen to story.

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05.DEC.2008

due to some reason i really lazy to make another post.
so write it here.
yea, we go westlake again. ofcourse, kite again.
u know i love it!
but there are some TOMBOY there.
i dont bias them but just there are really annoyed me.
luckily thim yeow safe me.
always the best listener in my life.
miss him. <3 a very very good friend of mine after someone gone.

more than 30mins. i din cry i din shout i din scold i din smile i din laugh
but it's enough because he was listening.
the story that between me and someone.
i feel like
kind of release.

::told him what i felt::
::told him how i judge someone::
::told him what he suppose to know::
::told him how someone changed now::
::told him someone life is not bad::
::told him what he suppose to know::
::told him how someone make change::
::told him i makes everything let go::

the one i can really tell whatever i wants even i dont know him well.
but i know he is a good person.
thank you thank you.

even my life seems to be not that boring now but i always feels this quote really for me
Have you ever been in a room surrounded
by people, but still feel alone..
-A Cinderella Story

word tells everything.
just depend u get what i wanna to say anot.
i'm human being, used to be with someone to have my fun my joy my sadness.
but now everything gonna move on smoothly.

class rep told me
appreciate what u have now and i always do.
i dont meant to get pity or what i just wanna to show how well i'm going on with what i felt at first.

[a tiny thing make me cry, a tiny thing make me smile]

~*+chooiting know there is a long way to go+*~