“life will be better in spring”

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I'm mood swinging now.DAMN

*~+I'm just waiting the rain to stop and set me free+~*

i should send a letter to heaven a says i want the rain to stop
but how?
rain rain rain rain
when are you going to stop
I'm waiting the rain to stop so that i can have a walk
as usual me i will love rain drop hit on me and laughing screaming like there is no tomorrow but just i don't want to be more sick
test and rain is killing me
i should love myself like I'm fall in love with someone
bad way to describe ):
yea, i feel so
and now this second i hate rain because of jailing me in the room.
and again love is blind.
HAHA
finally i had decided to go out with umbrella.
walking under the rain feel good, the oni bad is walking with not the one i want
daddy mummy
dont have the feeling sweet
HAHAAA
TAKEI SECTION is not that fun as i thought but i do get what i want which is noise
i feel so bored in the room
gonna old die one day in kampar
than saw zhen
treat her ice-cream
sweet things make feel happy now which i know it's doesn't work on last time
just i changed when I'm here
i don't mind to be noisy don't mind to be busybody but i mind people judge when u don't understand me, even u understand me, doesn't me u have the qualified to judge
world is so small
and the story isn't that hard to come back to my ears
i don't mind i don't care is lying people which u feel to lies on
and yea, sometimes i decided to say yea, u don't care u don't mind!
westlake has no light tonight and everything seems to be blur
and i LOVE it.
dark doesn't really scare when there is people to be with you
singing chatting mumbling just another way for people to release
when u feel singing on the street is so lame!
then u just lying to yourself
because u don't have a chance to try the fun
bla.
tonight we din do anything crazy but just i still don't get the feels like last time
the feeling had abandoned me, KARMA
maybe
i miss but i never desperate for it.
today there is a gang of ta16
this like once in thousand years for me
don't blame me. i'm talking seriously now.
yea, right now!
they are like "wow, why go westlake? what can u do at there?"
i'm like o.O
a very serious face expression
nah, u can see this, they are different than me.
that's why i say peoples here always make me feel turn off.
anyway i'm faking too
yea, bitches everywhere and i dint say i'm good, innocent like water
damn no one is simple minded.
dont lie people by your words
u know who you are more than us
[brother, i'm not saying U! dont perasan,kay?]

piang-ing around is kinda boring now
but i have nothing to play others than this.
LOVE kills people silently but at the same time cure everything deep in your heart

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++missing someone feel bad but when there is no one for you to miss even worst++
rain doesnt kill me as fated cos i did what i wanted to do the end
i dont like "things will change"
i like "i can change what i want to change"

-COUGHING MAKE EVERY BREATH HURTS-