“life will be better in spring”

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know that life will never be perfect.
even thought it's nice and wonderful
but it's NEVER never to be perfect.
this is the way we need to justify
thought i will never wants to write it down
but at the end
I'm still here to write to talk to release
feel that I'm bad
but at least i can say what i want
although i know they will be no one to know it
THAT IS WHAT I WANT
i just wanna to record the feeling i feel now
but not the whole story
A bit annoying.
but i don't care since i wanna to release i can write whatever i like
WHO CARES
i cut his head down
BLUEK
life are unpredictable because it's fun for today but it will be emotional for tomorrow.
i still the same thing
"appreciate everything i have"
wish i can really do it
there is a doubt XD
there will be miracle when u believe
it's hard to happen
but when it's really happen u will never know
LOLs
when you wake up you know that it's just another hopeless day.
and you know there is something badly happened on that day
the most bad thing is to have the people you thought were your friends, turn there back. Actually we thought both of us are friends
maybe because of this i think differently than her.
it make me more fed up because i know she doesn't like how i care
TOO BAD to know this! :(
it's like some you care about and care about you but at the same time want to change you.
maybe we don't want change each other that's why we suffer when each other have changed.
and we have different condition for our life
and this make me feel clubbing is extremely BAD
i hate people drink when they don't know how to take care yourself
i don't know how to justify how people get drunk
but i did get dizzy that day
but please
you have your emotional i have mine wan too.
what i had done wrong tat day?
ask jiji to be my daddy?
it's just to have fun-lor
grab you away from Danny?
my fault?
FINE-lor
don't tell me anything else.


ALL I WANT IT IS U HAVE YOUR FUN.
I HAVE MY FUN.

i dont want to talk it's because i don't want end up the relation between us.
when i ready to listen might equal i ready to get mad.
or give up.
who knows?
BLUEK! FINE FINE FINE! i have to settle my emotional!