“life will be better in spring”

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i scare this kind of stress.
never know how to solve it.
and i'm like the only wan who stay and wait.
peoples around all going without me.
yea, i dont know how to do my acc.
i dun feel that i'm useless but i'm seriously stressing now.
everyone knows more than me even they are in science stream.
i'm like looking for people to stay with me.
who know, all are studying and fighting with anonymous stress and i,
staying with a tired face.
i scare, scare that one day i will be really useless.
11hours more i will taking my acc paper.
and the same thing i still dont willing to start my study.
helpless now.
i know i wont feel this after 13hours but..
i dont like the feeling like that.
i dont know what i suppose to do.
AS WHAT I SAID BEFORE I HATE ACCOUNTS
and now is still hating.
ignoring.
i know i will not cry because of helpless.
but do feel depress alots now.
by the way. yea.
i shud write it here.
even i did not do anything obviously to him.
but when i get to know his gf.
i feel bad.
depress more.
:(
but i'm not that weak.
a slightly feeling for this moment.
i dont freaking care and dont give a damn at all
MY STYLE
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ACCOUNT IS NATURAL DISASTER
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i cant understand anything for now.
i'm depressing and stressing.
wish to have some nice words even though it's impossible
i still wish.