“life will be better in spring”

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I knew when people grew older the things they see will change.
I'm recording everything that make me feel that my life is changing.
I'm angry to many things when I'm angry
but i learn to appreciate it after i had angry.
teaching and learning from this environment.
I'm not willing to stop
i might no mature but don't want do be too immature at the same time.
i have my friends to accompany when I'm sad.
my family even though never attend very important role when i need them,
but i think i couldn't stay my life without them.
this truth.
never never changed.
that's why no matter how am i disappoint
how am i feeling sad
how am i happy for the second
i'm still everyone to be here with me.
without anyone
life will will be incomplete.
FOR sure!
family and friends are needed but not many.
i need caring, loving, responsible and funny people to with me.
At the same time, i need to be someone responsible,funny, caring and loving for someone.
this is the rule.
i might be what am i for today but i might will change for tomorrow too.
i feel happy when people cares my birthday like my family and friends.
feels like i'm not lack of caring.
i just lack of understanding.
anyway, they did their best to cheer my back. [i think]
that's why my life isn't that imperfect like what i feel.

-i need understanding to let me cross over the world-

To be free like a bird need to sacrifice.