“life will be better in spring”

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i'm just wondering why ah bu jak will do something like this
and now i found out the answer
yea..
i know i'm not pretty
and i dun even wants to disturb his life as i just want to know his group
i din even say tat i wants to know him
why arshveen wanna to like that?
no wonder ah bu jak will come over and show magic
it's all because of arshveen
he told ah bu jak that i wanna to know him
omg, when did i say that?
fucker
i din even say anything
so innocent
who knows arshveen will say like that if not i wont saying all ah bu jak things to him
arghh
he is spoilling my life
seng seng and kent told me that he is purposely wan
and i knew it just duno why he wanna to like this
and now i found out the answer but i'm not happy
i just feel annoying
all the words he said still fresh in my mind
i try to control that he is lier and he got gf
but it's still inside my mind~
cos maybe arshveen said something to him but doesnt mean he need to cares
but he do cares and come over
why he cares arshveen said about me?
bothering very funny is it?
when i said that he will oni be a little charac in my life
i dont want to make him into complicated
like last time
but what ah bu jak did make me feel bad and abit happy
what should i do?
they said ah bu jak very 9.. yeah, i feel so
but i dont hate when they say they wan to critic him i dun feel good for him too
yea.. i cant make decision






chooiting is blur
she dont want in love to ah bu jak
just wanna him be a simple normal guy in my life
cos i scare that it will be repeat like what last time
dont want spoil the feeling