“life will be better in spring”

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at first i tot it's all my fault who not going back
and i noe i'm kinda make people worry.
i dont like they keep on calling cos they want me to go back but i dont want
i dont feel lke going home and give me reasons
they dont accept they dont feel that i'm really study here
fine!
i dont care since i it's like ntg special that they trust me
but i will just put it ad my fault by making them not trust
not i wont anything
yesterdat they told me they worry about they want to here
with a whole building that a just oni a girl
so i was like uhuh?! i will take care
den later i say i can go back but u must bring me back when sunday night
they dont want they say if i come back why must i come back sunday
den i say i wan study i really feel stress
why i cant study at home?
i say u all will disturb me u all wont let study in full concentration
it's might not a good reason to stay here
but i just dont feel to go home
so i said it.
THEY USE THE REASON I CANT STUDY HERE THEY WORRRY ME
but the truth is they scare i go out they tot i dated someone
i dont wan to say anything
my home doesnt look like a home doesnt feel like home
so what for i go back?


haar
i like laughing myself who pity or? to happiness?