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i'm thinking
Thursday, July 31, 2008 || 1:24 AM
yea~ i'm actually quit blur
not really good in explaining things in words
just cant describe the feeling as u like
i dun wan to appreciate
but i learn to know
i dun wan to be emo
but l learn to know
i wan to blur
but i'm actually clear like every one
i dun have things that make me get mad but just i will mad at thing suddenly
i wanna sum to lent me his or her shoulder to let me cry
let me noe
let me stop emo-ing
i wan a human who really belongs to me
who oways cares for me
ONI me~
i nvr desperate but just waiting
waiting the 1 who coming
i dun like to cry doesnt mean i'm strong
just i'm a little bit hate of crying
i noe how to cry
so wat?
we are born to learn do not cry..
to be strong to give ur shoulder to comfort peoples~
i'm not god~
so i duno how to describe the feelings that u actually wan to cry but u cant cry forcing urself not to cry
behave like u are non stop doing smtg u dun like~
i'm kind and care enuf to ppls are good
but dun try to cross over limt~
everything will be over
to think or to comment people?
i duno leh~
in KAMPAR there is no one can make me laugh like mgs
dun have the cheer who can make me laugh sohaily
dun have the gang that can make me feel really comfortable
losing smtg izit really mean u will gain back smtg?
i'm waiting my reward
or izit my lose still not enuf for me to gain my reward?
i tot when i drunk i will cry but who know
i din cry tat day~
why leh?
i duno
Actually utar got mei poh and carlie but they are not the peoples i wan
they are fakers!
i can sure~
cos i noe how to observe ppl
Someone told me when u tot u are good in observation u are actually noot cos u dun actually und urself so he ask me to believe wat i have observed~
but too bad~ this ady one of my hooby~
maybe i'm not correct but i still prefer to observe even i can see the things that other ppl cant see or maybe what i see is just what the impression sum1 to me but not really what they are
i more prefer to believe wat i can see thru my eyes and my heart~
booobooobooo
I WAN MILK~
today: chooiting was a little bit emo cos yijun cant cheer her up and trying to pull her down! i was wondering where ah bu jak come from?
shud i stay like thsi or just go over? ah bluek~
