“life will be better in spring”
a very freaking diu day....
Saturday, June 7, 2008 || 2:41 AM
hem... i shud say good luck or bad luck wor?
UTAR accept me make me stand at the mid-point of the viewing point..
i duno i'm stressing or i trying tiring myself...
atleast i noe it's not related to family problem..really like wat people say getting older family problem will not affect too depth.. cos we know what is going on now...
but when u on the way to 18 or when u are 18~
u shud thinks another way` i nvr regret to choose UTAR but life there really make feel like stress..
i will scare i canot catch up wat they teaching..
scare will dissapointed my family my parents~
but wat i can do?
i still nid to survive~
no matter here or SG..
i canot give up easily and i said b4...
i dun like cry infront of peoples...
dun wan to show my weakness to ppl..
cos i wanna to be strong enuf~
cos i hate ppl will get chance to bully me...
yijun's come and find me every week..
migh make my life get abit fun..
atleast some close frens are here wif u.
seriously.. it's damn freaking fan lor..
but i nid to suffer for it~
cos i wan to get my life easy..
i'm not longer in secondary anymore..
every classes will spent my parents money..
feel very bad if i dun study hard...
scare to make them disappoint, tat's y u will feel very stress lor~
very diu wan
but actually i really know how to release lor..
everyday go lepak..go have fun.. go stay overnight at hotel..
take pic everyday like sakai oni!
arghhh... really hard to imagine la..
.:ROTI CANAI KLCC
funny rite?... so freaking tall. and we waited for duno how many mins ady la..
summo is actually not nice wan lor... i prefer maggie goreng la~
den ar.. we saw alots gay lou there..
all very yong sui wan... why no leng cai wan...
so sad la!!!
i wan leng cai back!!! neh neh neh..
den normally when those very boring de class i will o smtg to entertain myself lor..
a so called bird folded by me when in a stupid boring computer studies class
and this are wat usually i can do when the lecturer is late~
there is 1 lecturer that i damn like who is public speaking lecturer
Mr. Joe i'm happy cos he is not leaving and i'm happy that he will oways here to cheer me cos he is the oni lecturer that make me dun feel sleepy!
yo, his class in damn funny~
there is a new ah bu jak for me!
i get to see ah bu jak every Wednesday~
i duno who is him~ i duno what his name~
but i hope the secret can go on by sohaily duno who is him~
cos every time when i see him or think about him i will smile sohaily~
he gave me a very protective feeling!
jus like others cant give u~
this is what i desperate for from very very long time ago!
i wont be greedy~
i wont do anything to him but at least let me see him once in a day~
this could make my life better in kampar..
at least i will smile sohaily even it is exam or test~
that is not easy to have a ppl can influence u until lidat~
i'm happy i found sumone that can make me like this~
i'm trying not to be jealous when i see him wif another girl.
but just enjoying looking at a not leng zai geh him![chooiting's heart fly away without her permission]
and she is enjoy that her heart is wif sum1 that she dunno~
maybe there is for a short 3mins but she still sohaily love it~
that is what am i.. never regret what i did and appreciate~
BECAUSE I'M LEE CHOOI TING~