“life will be better in spring”

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hem..
today i went jusco... a poor JAYA JUSCO or poor perak-ian
why we dont have more and more shopping complex??
pity us! anyways~ today i shud be lucky or unlucky?
lols~ duno... i saw rainbow today.. smtg would make me drop my tears out last time but i dont it's work for me..
izit that i change alot? or i will not feel enuf anymore just bcos of rainbow?
i duno.. just found out that i might change alot from all this time but just hiding to lies myself?
god bless me!!
but the habit for me to take a nice shot for they sky is still maintain~
i'm wondering why do i locked by blog?
is just 1 of my way to release my story to show all my immature thinking!!
no matter outlook or inside my heart i do think myself mature and i wish i could be not mature as i think!
lucky is i really hope rainbow will appear when i feel sad or hopeless...
cos the char will be like my tempo bf~~
who will make me happy although he dun say anythings!
so... no matter wat! i NEED it~
a boyfriend or a rainbow that i wish anytime~
too bad~ XD I REALLY FEEL THAT I'M A SPINSTER LIAO!!!
NO WAY~ we maybe need sum1 by our side when das but doesnt mean we cant survive when we dont have!!!
seriously i oways use this reason to lies myself XD
actually is jut wan to make myself feel better..
atleast he will try to make u not to cry when u crying and oways there for u to talk~
hem.... will HE really appears in my life??
LOLS...
i will wait until he appear!!
but guess he will not be ZID!
no reason...
today i saw carlie and ah teh..
i'm asking her tat utar send her offer letter mei?
she told me utar sent her liao..
den she teach me how to check..
okay den i checked!
WTF IS THE PROCESS is not received..
niama!! den i told fern..
fern told me they are still pending!!
meaning rainbow bring luck to me!!
tat's i blif i'm still lucky enuf~
and i'm wondering~
whether is fate make us to be lidat or wat!!
i get a new phone and lawyijun lost her ph!!!
told u told u!!! this is fate~~
cant against the rules of fate!!
until now i still think if u believe it will happen!




chooiting is happy today p(^_^)q
love the world~ and love myself