“life will be better in spring”

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today... i juz sien for whole day lor
cos ntg to do de..
tat's why i did smtg tat is cleaning my room...
but at 1st muzt transfe everything to itu feii poh punya room...
yew lor..
kik 9 sei ngo la!!
i see fern study in utar till so stres i very scare.
even now i knew perfume's fren will going utar i oso scare..
tat's is hui bin ar..
duno wat bean wat bin la
LOLS
but think~ why i wat to study? really no reaon rite?
or 100 reasons waiting for me?
no idea...
as i noe? or as i heard
ppl oways said no pain no gain..
but usually this sentence id un like
cos is actually telling i nid to but afford at everything..
arshhhh!!!!
i hate it...
i nid enuf time digest it..
as ppl liek to show off like giving stress to me..
hem..
but i believe i will not surrender
cos CHOOITING IS CURRENTLY SS-ING
no la..
cos i dun wan to lose
dun wan to be loser
although some of ppl will think u are
but atleast i think i'm not...
we are different we are different
today i say smtg sweet..
zid ask me... what am i doing..
i said i coming to find u
cos dar on9 must stick wif dar de mah..
haha..
cos i actually finding a human no seriously a boy's friend
but not boyfriend
cos feeling like girl tell secret to boy more to the same gender except some sensitive topic..
cos boy diff we girl
boy will not keep rmb wat u did wrong but girl will
cos girl is created by god tat alots diff wif boy
girl can be strong in inside but is juz tear at outside
so when they wants to protect their self they will do smtg unexpected juz to protect their self..
hem.. by some of the guys will think they are protector ..
come of them protect they things they like
some of them protect their family
some of them will protect the wan they love
i prefer the type of protecting the 1 they love..
cos their love maybe is themost loyal in world
and
me..
when no one love me.. i will be strong enuf to protect myself but smtm day by day..
u will feel tired..
and u hopes sum1 will come and protect u..
but from what i get..
i havent get the 1 who really can protect me..
just like u are the only human left in the world
but it is juz a miracle to find it..
hem..
tat's y i dun love zid i dun love ****
but i still hope they will care for me..
but too bad XD
even boy's friend i still cant find 1 who really care for u..
but atleast now i think sion will quite ok de la..
but nvr is my cup of tea..
we are differnt
hahahaha..
i guess when he see this he will misund lor
lols
but anyway i still not prefer to get a bf yet.
maybe is no 1 like me..or maybe i dun have sum1 to make me love..





my mood= chooiting is currently single but not available but i'm still ok!!!